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Okay. Start focusing….NOW. Okay, NOW.

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I didn’t do a lot of things today.

I didn’t read about or listen to anything anyone said about Season 2 Episode 6 of The Affair even though I really wanted to.

I didn’t spend any time looking for a replacement for my original George Foreman. Even though I really wanted to.

I didn’t clean the catastrophically confused kitchen drawer or look through my collection of not-quite-right lipsticks.

I didn’t start a new campaign of doing a hundred crunches every hour on the hour so I’ll look all crunchified by the time I turn 90.

I didn’t blog or surf or tweet or distract myself in any significant way from the list of priority deadlines that couldn’t have moved slower if I had been working backwards.

I didn’t stop working on the most annoying document ever created by me even though I really really really wanted to work on anything else in the world.

I didn’t berate myself for hating Mondays or act surprised when Monday felt just as icky as my Mondays generally do.

I didn’t chastise myself for being grumpy, especially after I heard my baby, Andy Cohen, admit that sometimes he’s grumpy.

I didn’t do a lot of the things today that would have made me feel more stressed out by the end of the day.  And now I’m glad because I don’t feel worse and I might even be feeling a little better.

And I got work done even though it kept feeling like I wasn’t getting work done.

Sometimes it’s not so much what you do, but what you don’t do.

At least for me.

Sometimes.

xoxo, d